docs: Update journal.

me/my-feelings.md

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 # My Feelings
 
+I dislike mornings like this where Niko does not let me catch him to go outside even though he wants to go outside. My brain wants me to be productive and him doing so does now allow me to be and keeps my attention diverted between doing other things and trying to take him outside. Overall it kills my energy and mood for the rest of the day.
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 I came to this country for our relationship, to see where it goes. I did not necessarily come to become Swedish, take SFI, being a dog owner has been nice but not my goal. I am here for us but to do that I must be able to make sure that I am taking care of myself as well meaning taking breaks when I am burning out. Knowing when I am taking a bit more than I can chew, etc, etc...
 

me/my-paradigms.md

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 - Stoic, just do it.
 - Living a 'productive life'
 - Avoding being alone through hobbies.
+- Limited time gives meaning.